WO DE YICHAN (MY LEGACY)

Preface

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Emperor Chun Liu and Emperor Li Xian, two of the greatest leaders of their generations; are good comrades. The two emperors ruled the state. During this time, the state was in its full development. Everything turns out to be peaceful and quiet until Chun Liu’s greediness and cruelty arose. It created a conflict between the two leaders; it was then that a war was declared. Soldiers were gathered; some perished, and few survived. The feud was passed on every generation, to fathers, sons, and grandsons. During the third generation, Chun Ming; successor of Chun Shuo, grandson of Emperor Chun Liu dominates over Li Yuan, great grandson of Li Xian. Li Yuan’s soldiers are of a few numbers compared to Chun’s. In his victory, Chun Ming declared himself the Emperor of the state. All major powers including politics, economy, military affairs were in his hand. Executive organizations both in the central and local places were systematically reorganized and local counties were restructured. Li Yuan had no choice but to surrender to Chun Ming and accept his defeat. All of his belongings are placed in debt; everything including his land, honor and family; in Chun’s hands.

Chun Ming had a son with Empress Zen; the only heir to his throne; Jin Ho is a man of few words, brave, perfectionist, adventurous, and hopeless romantic. The prince has the heart for art and music but couldn’t express himself because as for his father, the rightful heir is to be like him, protect his family, his people and his honor. He spent his childhood on hunting. Mostly, he spends time in mountains, meditating and training in the usage of sword.

Crowned Prince Chun Jin Ho

On the other hand, Emperor Li Yuan and Empress Yin had a beautiful daughter, Princess Ye Yang. She is intelligent, lovely lady like her mother Yin. She loves to read, loves to paint and she loves music. She plays the piano, and bass. Ye Yang have life principles that she believes in and stick with it.

This lady loves her father more than anything in this world. She will do anything for her father’s sake.

Princess Li Ye Yang

When Emperor Chun Ming knew about Li Yuan’s daughter, he wanted to arrange a marriage between his son Jin Ho and Ye Yang to continue his fortune and to retain the land he had due to Li Yuan’s debt.

Li Yuan had no choice but to agree on Chun Ming’s plan for their children’s fixed marriage. He couldn’t say a word, or else he and his family will lead to bad fortunes if he disagrees.

Ye Yang felt upset when she knew that her father agreed to an arrange marriage with Chun Ming’s heir. She couldn’t fulfill her dreams anymore, her dream to be a well-known painter. As a wife she will perform her obligations, all for her husband. All she wanted is to marry the man she loves and the man who loves her more than she loves him. But she has to obey his father and do whatever he says.

Emperor Chun Ming informs Jin Ho about the marriage, he agreed and later on thinks of the fortunate future of his Empire with Ye Yang on his side. But Emperor Chun wished for one thing before the wedding, to live in one roof with Ye Yang for a month, unmarried, to get to know more and to easily adjust with each other before they get married. “You see son, your marriage will later on lead to your fortune. Love is not a priority; what’s important is that the marriage is stable with staying power that will balance good energy forces. Just like what my father told me when I married your mother.”

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Chapter I

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“You’ll make him fall into our trap, my sunshine. And together, we will crash them in our very hands and China will be ours! Hahaha! ” a voice echoed from the mountains.

She reads. He hunts. She plays the piano. He trains. It was their everyday routine and the usual thing for Jin Ho and Ye Yang. “It’s better of this way.”, says Ye Yang. They barely talk to each other, neither to eat together. It was Fazhu, Ye Yang’s dog whom she talks to. Fazhu is terribly worried because it’s not the usual of Ye Yang not smiling, nor laughing. It was also a week since the day she moved in with him. She didn’t leave the house. She looks terribly sick. “It is my responsibility to take care of you now.”, sighed Jin Ho. “You don’t have to. We’re not yet married anyway.”, she replied. “Don’t be a stubborn! I know you don’t like what’s happening right now, think of it as a charity, it’s all for China’s sake, for your family’s sake, nothing else.”

It was three days then, she’s fine. She’s gone painting again, reading books. He still hunts and trains himself. Then, just like before, the usual thing.

The next day, “Your Highness, I apologize on how I acted the last time.”, Ye Yang said. “Apology accepted princess.”, “Please let me make it up with you…”

They spend time together; share their thoughts, their happiness… “You look better when you smile often.”, says Jin Ho. “…bb-better?”, “Yes, better. I meant to say that you’re lovely, princess.”, “I am?”, “Indeed. You’re lovely.”, “Uhh, the engagement’s in two weeks from now…”, “Yes. We’ll be heading back to the palace and announce our engagement to our people.”, “I’ve always dreamt about marrying the man I love. But my life belongs to you now, it may sound different the way I wanted it to be. Maybe I’ll get used to this. I did this for my father.”, “Love is not a priority. You see, my father didn’t marry my mother because of love, if there is love, then there is no need for additional concubines he has. He marries her for his honor and for his people. Love doesn’t exist.”, “Love can never be seen nor touch. But can be felt here.”, says Ye Yang pointing near his heart. Those words struck Jin Ho’s heart. He couldn’t sleep, couldn’t help himself picturing her face on his mind. “What’s happening to me? Why am I thinking of her? I shouldn’t be.”, he said on his mind. He tried so hard not to absorb what Ye Yang told him but he failed.

“Maybe you’re in love with the princess, master.”, says Chien, Jin Ho’s Royal Adviser, and his best friend. “That’s absurd! A complete non sense.”, “I believe you’re nothing like your father, master, Just a friendly piece of advice, you must be true on what you feel, open your heart. In that way you’ll see what you are looking for.”

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Chapter II

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He wanted to believe on what Chien told him, but it seems like he’s confused. He doesn’t know what to do. “I’ll be going up in the mountain Chien. I have to assure that there will be no Hans up there. Tell her I’ll be back in three days.”

He left when she’s still sleeping. “Wait for me, princess.”

Emperor Ming and his concubine Xiao

Meanwhile, back in the palace, “My Xiao, give me a child.” Emperor Ming said. “I will do my very best My Emperor. But…”, “Two weeks from now my son will announce his engagement to Li’s daughter.” “Li? He’s your enemy isn’t he?” “His daughter will bring fortune to my family and China. According to a fortune teller Master Ban, “The greatest enemy, will be a secret fortune.” He has a daughter that birth is match to my son’s. When I found out Li Yuan has a daughter, I knew it was Ban’s foreseeing; my son and Li Yuan’s daughter.”

 “Rise and shine princess.”, Ye Yang referring to herself while staring at the mirror. She noticed that something’s missing. Someone’s missing. She searched for him in every corner, but she didn’t find him. “Where is he? What is he up to this time?” she murmured. “She’s out up in the mountain princess. He went up with his troop and will secure the people from the hunts. He said to inform you that he’ll be back in three days.”, “Up in the mountain? It’s dangerous.”, she whisper to herself. “I wish he’ll go back safe.”

Time passed slowly, she gets bored and whole day thinking of him. “I missed him. But why am I? Maybe if I make myself busy I won’t think of him.”

She decided to start painting again, in that way, she’ll stop missing him. “I must’ve been admitting that I’ve already fallen’ in love with the prince. Maybe I am.” Three days is over, she paints and waits for his return.

“I missed you, princess.” Jin Ho whispered. She looks at him with her eyes, sparkling. He runs to her and hugged her tight. “I… I missed you Li Ye Yang.”

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Chapter III

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She was speechless; she looks at him with her innocent eyes. He grabbed her, and gently moved closer and closer, he stares at her eyes, and kissed her. “I need you now princess.”, he whispered.

A week passed they become close to each other, they become more romantically involved to each other.

“Young master, do you think it would be unfair if she finds out you’re taking her for granted?”, Chien explained.

“It wasn’t unfair. It’s for her sake, her people’s sake, for his father. If it wasn’t to be this way, people wouldn’t address her as princess. People would pity her. She’ll give me a good reputation, and likewise. I’ll be giving her a good life and lay her down in a bed of roses.” Jin Ho replied. “Hearing what you just said, I don’t know who you are right now. I’m sorry Your Highness; I know I am not in the right place to say that. I’m just…” “Then stop acting like you are!” Jin Ho said with his tone high. “Ah, I’m sorry, I didn’t…” “It’s ok Your Highness; I understand.” Chien said sadly then go.

“It wasn’t the plan! I will destroy the wedding! This couldn’t be! AAAAHHHH!!!”

“What’s with the long face, princess?” Jin Ho said. “I missed my father so much. I wonder how is he right now.”, “I’m sorry if it has to be this way, to be separated from your father, I know it hurts you so.”, “Your eyes, you look sad, what happened?”, “Nothing happened.”, “Try me.” Ye Yang Exclaimed, “Hah! There’s nothing to worry about princess. I’ll be heading back to my room now; tomorrow will be the day back to the palace.”

“I wonder what’s bugging him. A cold hearted prince like him. What am I thinking?” Ye Yang said, talking to herself.

Early in the morning, Jin Ho and Ye Yang arrived in the palace, together with Chien and Fazhu; Ye Yang’s dog. Palace guards welcomed them home.

“Where’s father?”, Jin Ho asked. “*He’s in the throne room Your Highness.”, “I wish to speak with him.” The palace guards accompanied Jin Ho and Ye Yang to meet his father. “Chun Jin Ho! My son.” Chun Ming said with excitement. “*Father, we’ve just arrive and we’re to announce our engagement tonight.”, “Excellent. I was expecting your arrival… Is she Li Yuan’s daughter? I couldn’t go wrong, you too are of a perfect match.”, Jin Ho stares at Fu Xiao; the Emperor’s concubine, standing right next to the Emperor. “Fu Xiao, meet my son and soon to be daughter-in-law.”, Jin Ho grabbed Ye Yang’s hand “We’ll see you tonight father.” then he went outside with Ye Yang.

“Go and take a rest Li Ye Yang.”, “Why, Chun Jin Ho?”, “I said go!”, “Concubine. When we get married, will you have concubines too?” She said right to Jin Ho’s face. “I don’t like our culture when it comes to concubinage.” He said and walked out, “Wait! No matter how much a people hide when they’re hurt, it just reflects to their faces.” He stopped, “Prepare for tonight.”, and then walked out.

Jin Ho locked himself inside his room, “Chun Ming, I am pregnant.”, Zen’s voice echoed to Jin Ho’s mind. It was his mother, begging from his father’s love. “I know you are a good person, Chun Ming, you’ve made yourself a great Emperor you are right now. You once told me you would be nothing like your father, I know you are.” “Let’s not talk about the people who aren’t here. You go to bed and rest.” Jin Ho remembered every detail of his parent’s conversation. The bad memories he had since he was a child, He crashed the teacup in his own hands and it was full of blood.

“Father!”, Ye Yang rushed into her father’s arms. “Oh my Ye Yang, I missed you so much. I’m sorry if it has to be this way. But what can I do, forgive me my Ye Yang.”, “I do understand father. I am marrying the crowned prince…”, she cried.

That evening, the Royal Family went outside the palace terrace. Ye Yang noticed Jin Ho’s hand covered with cloth. “What happened to your hand?” She asked. “I scratched it a bit. I’m perfectly fine. You don’t need to worry.” These words didn’t convince her. “I, the Emperor of China, present to you our future, My Heir Chun Jin Ho, and her bride-to-be Li Ye Yang.” The people of China bowed to them to give honor, and then they cheered. “There’s no turning back now, Princess.” Jin Ho exclaimed. “Yes, no turning back.” Then she smiled a bit.

“I just can’t understand him, Fazhu. Sometimes he’s really on the mood to talk about some things, everything. And there’s this time that he won’t talk to me, like he’s pushing me away. I don’t know.” Ye Yang said. “Ehem.”, Jin Ho’s voice echoed the corridor. “Oh I’m sorry, how long have you been there?”, “A few minutes maybe, you see, I also don’t understand myself these past few days. I feel so lost.”, “You don’t have to be keeping thoughts on your own now, I am here when you need me. I won’t let you carry all the burden alone.”, “With all graces, I want to express my gratitude for being at my side always.”, He looked at her and then she smiled.

Han Zhao

Up in the mountains, Han Zhao; leader of the Hans; is planning to take over the throne from the Emperor. He and his troops decided to send someone in the palace in order to monitor the activities of the empire and to easily deceive the emperor.

He was desperate. He's anxious to advance from his plans. He decided to go near the palace. “The whole plan will be ruined if I don’t do something tragic. Yes! Maybe if do something tragic.” He exclaimed. On that same evening, Chien decided to take a stroll outside the palace, just the moment he went out, Zhao stabbed him at the back with a sword, Chien fall on his knees; his body covered by blood, and fighting for life and death.

Back inside the palace, Jin Ho was asleep, suddenly the room mirror was detached from the wall, fall and broke into pieces. He woke up and then someone knocked, it was the palace guard. “Your Highness, I’m sorry to bother you this late, but… The Royal Advisor…”, “Chien? What happened?” Jin Ho raised his voice. The palace guard escorts him and he was shocked on what he saw. Chien, all covered with blood, dying. “Y-young master…”, “Shhh, don’t speak. You’ll be fine, you will. Stay with me, you’ll be alright.”, “Y-ye Yang…”, “Forgive me Chien, I promise I won’t take her for granted, I will treat her fair. Please don’t die. Please Chien!”, “I am s-sorry I don’t l-listen…” Then he’s gone. He died in his arms. Tears fell from Jin Ho’s eyes. It was the same scenario when her mother died some years ago. “J-jin Ho, I-I love you my son. F-forgive me.”

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CHAPTER IV

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Three days after Chien’s burial and Jin Ho remained silent. He didn’t eat meals. He loses weight and looked weak. “You have to eat Your Highness. You will be unwell if you continue to lock yourself all day here inside your room, without eating. If you don’t help yourself, you’ll get weak. It is alright to cry. You always have my shoulder to cry on. You just have to let it out to ease the pain you’re feeling now.”, Ye Yang said. Then he cried in her shoulders. “Your words are enough to keep me going. I just can’t let him go easily. He’s not just an advisor, he’s my best friend; my brother. We grew up together and we both shared a lot of things. Few days ago we had an argument and I raised my voice unto him. And I felt guilty. I didn’t even have the chance to ask his forgiveness before he leaves.”, “I am sure he’ll understand. Wherever he is right now, he’s happy. And by that, you have to let him go. You won’t like it if he will be seeing you like this.”, “My mother. It is like then when my mother died. She also, died in my arms. Am I being punished?”, Tears fell from Jin Ho’s eyes. It was the first time that the cold hearted Prince she knew somehow could be as soft as she never imagined. She moved closer and consoles him by her warmth embrace. “Be well soon, my prince.” She was about to leave but Jin Ho grabbed her wrist and kissed her. She did not object, thus, returned the kisses from him. “You are my only reason why I still wanted to live. You are my life, Ye Yang.” Jin Ho whispered.

“I am sure the prince is getting weak by now. He is emotionally unstable and no way to fight; completely defenseless.” Zhao exclaimed. “And even if the wedding is unstoppable, he’ll die any moment soon. Poor prince, Haha!” He added. “Our plan falls perfectly into place. Haha!”, voice of a woman echoed. “Cheers for us, for our plan and to our future.” They declared then laughed cruelly.

Jin Ho and Ye Yang spend the days before the wedding together. “I know you’re just forced to do this Ye Yang, I am sorry for causing you so much pain.”, “I must have admitted at first, I really don’t like to do this. But getting to know you much more makes me fall in love with you, Jin Ho.”, “You thought me how to love. You’ve changed me and turned me better than the way I am before. And you have proven me that love exists.”

It was their wedding day. Everyone is excited especially Jin Ho and Ye Yang, but Jin Ho looks weak and powerless. “My Prince, you look terrible. Are you alright?”, “Precisely my dear Princess. I am alright. You don’t need to worry. Don’t turn your frowns upside down.”

The ceremony started and the bridal sedan chair arrived. Music and fireworks was launch. Inside the sedan, Ye Yang wear a red silk dress. Jin Ho wearing his special suit made of golden thread. “You are lovely, my bride.” The couple bows to worship heaven and earth.

The newlyweds

The ceremony ended and the couple decided to spend their time together after the wedding. Early in the morning, they visited the temple of the gods and offer thanksgiving gifts, and asked for the blessing of never-ending family fortune. After offering, they went up in the mountains and together dipped in a hot spring. “I promise to perform my duty as your wife. I wouldn’t do anything to disgrace you and your family.”, “Our family. You are a part of me now.”, Jin Ho stares at her, her eyes sparkled as if it speaks to itself. “I couldn’t help it, your eyes… they’re lovely. You are beautiful.” They stared at each other, “I am yours now.” Ye Yang said and their lips met. “I love you, Ye Yang.” He kissed her again, and likewise she kissed him back. The next thing in the morning, she woke up in Jin Ho’s arms.

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CHAPTER V

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“Alert the people immediately.” The Emperor ordered the soldiers. It was the night after the wedding when the newlyweds were away for their honeymoon, the Hans attacked the soldiers. Many soldiers died. Big infernos occurred everywhere. It was a total chaos.

It was three days that passed, Jin Ho and Ye Yang arrived. The Emperor informed the prince that the Hans attacked and many soldiers were perished. He was upset and wished he had done something and may have saved many lives. “Tonight, the troops and I will attack the Hans. It would be an honor for me to serve my people even though my life is at risk. For honor, we will fight for our freedom.”

Ye Yang disagreed on Jin Ho’s decision on vengeance against the Hans. “You might be killed!”, Ye yang cried. “Don’t disgrace me. I will fight together with them because I know it was the right thing to do. I will be back I promise you.”

Snow fell from heavens and the day finally comes that the soldiers waited. They departed with their horses and carriage full of explosives. “Take care. And please be back.” Ye Yang reminded Jin Ho.

They arrived at the top of the mountain. Explosives were installed and everyone is ready for the Hans to attack. Just when their leader and Jin Ho give signal, the war started. Many Hans were killed, as well as the soldiers. It was then a few numbers of Hans was left. It was almost the taste of victory for Jin Ho and his troops, unfortunately, Han Zhao attacked Jin Ho and he was badly stabbed by Zhao in his lower back. Jin Ho also stabbed him near his shoulder. He fell and coldness fills Jin Ho’s body. He went out of his senses. Jin Ho escaped with the help of the other soldiers who survived the war.

During the war, Ye Yang was left broken hearted, being away from the one she loved, and for mourning for the death of her best friend Fazhu. He was seen dead in the palace backyard. His face was cold as ice. And it was a total mess. The princess couldn’t imagine this would happen. “How I wish Jin Ho is here at my side right now.”

“You need not to worry. He will be fine in a few days. He just needs some medications and he will recover. Let him take some of these elixirs for his wounds.”

“I will be taking care of the prince, Your Highness.” Ye Yang said to Emperor Chun Ming.

Meanwhile, outside the palace, “My sunshine, I am good. This is nothing compared to the damage I made on him. He’s almost dying. I am sure he is suffering right now for many blood grips off his body.”, Zhao said. “Keep still.”, “How are you doing? You look amazing sunshine.”, “I missed you a lot Zhao. Take care in everything you do. You have to leave; you can’t stay here, what if someone sees you. Our plans will be ruined.”, “I missed you more, sunshine.” He kisses her and she made love with him.

Back in the palace, Ye Yang is taking care of the prince. He finally woke up. “Where am I? The Hans?, They’re still alive.”, “Shhh. You’re home now. You have been asleep in days until now. You still have to rest and wait until your wounds are completely healed.”, “I have failed my people.”, “Your people?, I was left here worrying about you and all you have been thinking now is your people? You said you’ll be alright and you’ve almost been killed! And I couldn’t do anything. What about me? How will I live without you?”, tears fell from Ye Yang’s eyes. Jin Ho touched her face and wiped her tears, “Forgive me for leaving you here, miserable. Forgive me princess.”

“I am the only man who will give you this kind of happiness.”, “You sure do, Zhao.”, “ENOUGH!” a familiar voice was heard nearby. It was Emperor Chun Ming. “How dare you sleep with other man besides me?; Inside my own palace? After everything I gave you. You still have the guts on doing this to me, Xiao?”, “Forgive me Your Highness.”, “I have given you a good life and this is how you’ll pay me? You shall be beheaded tomorrow before dawn.”, “Your Highness, take my head instead. I couldn’t bear seeing the one I love in pain. Take my life instead.” Zhao insisted. “You know the law mister. You both shall be executed for doing such thing.”, “Your Highness, have mercy. Please.” Xiao begged on her knees. “You don’t just break the law. But you also break my heart. I am giving you 24 hours, after which, you will be executed; both of you.” Then the emperor left.

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Rumors spread fast, that evening; “Father, can we talk?”, “I assume you’ve heard the rumors. Everything you’ve heard is true.” Chun Ming said with depression draws in his face. Jin Ho was about to leave the room, “I was wrong when I broke your mother’s heart. I just couldn’t face the fact that I loved her too much and couldn’t forgive myself for hurting her; I choose for her to hate me rather than carry the guilt I have for causing her much pain. My heart became hard as a rock; I don’t know what to do when I knew your mother is pregnant. I acted as if I didn’t care, but I wanted to hold her in my arms. The moment she passed on, I was hesitant to talk about this matter with you, Chun Jin Ho. I just let you hate me more and more. Forgive me my son.”, He cried. “No matter how much I hate you, you’re still my father and I can’t change it. We cannot change it, she’s dead anyway. I guess let bygones be bygones.”

“What shall we do Zhao? We can’t die just like that, not this way. I need justice for my sister’s death. What he took away from me, I will also take it away from him. An eye for an eye, a tooth for a tooth.”, “I have a plan Xiao, trust me on this.”

Inside the palace, Chun Ming approached Li Yuan. “Li Yuan. I’ve been rude to you and your family for the past years, ever since my family started this war against your family. I forgot we’ve been good friends when we were young and our parents would completely disagree.”, “I remember those days, Chun Ming. Good days. You’re like a brother to me back then. You always believed that we will be less like our parents; we will not be involved in their fights. But then, you’ve changed a lot. You talked to me as if I’m a complete useless, as if I’m no longer your friend.”, “Li Yuan, my brother. Forgive me. Let’s give our friendship a second chance.” Then Li Yuan hugged Chun Ming.

At the palace balcony, Jin Ho and Ye Yang were shocked to see their fathers, laughing and having a good time. It ended up that the four of them had a good time. “I just couldn’t believe the war between you ended already.”, Jin Ho said. “Of course son, we’re all family now.” Chun Ming replied.

Before sunset, Chun Ming stayed and feels the air softly touching his face. “I know it’s you, Zen. I know things happen perfectly the way you wanted. And I know you’re at peace now.”

On that evening, Emperor Ming is already at his room; taking a nap. Han Zhao sneaks to his room, with a dagger in his hands, he attempted to kill the Emperor, but Jin Ho grabbed his hand, Zhao tried to break free from Jin Ho’s hard grip, but he accidentally pushed the dagger and it landed on Chun Ming’s right leg. He woke up in pain. Jin Ho dragged Zhao outside the emperor’s room, near the patio; he hit him with his bare hands and pulled off his sword, and eventually stabbed Han Zhao near his heart. His body was covered with blood, Jin Ho dropped his sword and fall on his knees. “You!, You will pay for everything you’ve done to Chien, to me, to my father, and to China.”, “NOOOOOOOOO!”, A woman shriek into tears. “Zhao, my Zhao.”, Xiao cried. The palace guard arrest Xiao and carried Zhao’s body.

“Your right leg is paralyzed Your Highness. It will take a long time for your recovery.”, “A long time? What? How long?”, Chun Ming exclaimed. “Perhaps a year.”, the doctor replied. “You may leave now. Chun Jin Ho, stay here. I need to talk to you.”, “What do you want to talk about, father?”, “Son, my condition now is not quite good. China needs a leader. And I’m afraid I couldn’t perform my duties as emperor. As crowned prince, you’re the next successor and emperor of China.”, “But father…”, “No buts my son. By the power vested upon me, you shall be Emperor, Chun Jin Ho; of this Dynasty, from this day forward.”, “I won’t let you down father.”, Jin Ho said then go.

“Jin Ho.”, Ye Yang said. “I have to tell you something. I don’t know if this is the right time but…”, “Tell me princess.”, “A while ago, I approached the doctor, these past few days I’m feeling a bit nauseous and I asked him a few questions and…”, “And then what princess? Are you sick?”, “No, no I’m not. I’m completely fine…”, “Then tell me princess.”, “We’re having a child. I am pregnant.”, “Really? I am going to be a father?”, “Yes.”, Jin Ho hugged her and they both shared happiness. “This calls for a celebration, princess. Oh excuse me, my Empress.”, “Empress?”, “Yes. I am emperor now, which made you my empress.”, Jin Ho said.

Meanwhile, Xiao was left heartbroken, locked on a dungeon and mourning for Zhao’s death. She talked to the palace guard and asked, “Could you tell the Emperor to bury my Zhao’s body near the village outside the palace. Where is it anyway?”, “Emperor Jin Ho ordered to throw his body onto the river.”, “Chun Jin Ho? The Emperor?, And Zhao’s body?, Thrown onto the river?, NOOOOOOOOOO!!”

 A few months passed… “This sounds good! Due to regular medications, he’s already recovered from his leg paralysis.”, says the doctor referring to Chun Ming. “I am in good condition now, isn’t it?”, “Indeed Your Highness.”, “Doctor, could you check on my wife’s condition? Can you determine the gender of my child now? She’s in her room now.”, Jin Ho said. Jin Ho escorted the doctor to Ye Yang’s room. He examined her condition while she’s asleep, “Your Highness, she’s having the next emperor of China.”, “It’s a boy then,” He said with excitement. “But Your Highness, her pregnancy is complicated. She needs proper care and you should keep her away from stressful things that could affect her emotional condition. You have to give effort on this, or else, you’ll be losing her. You need not to worry, she’s a strong lady, and she’ll surpass this. I should be going Your Highness.”

CHAPTER VI

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“Have you pleaded for your sins, concubine?”, “Look who’s here to visit me, the great Chun Ming. Oh I see, you’re doing well now. I thought you’re dying.”, “You’ll die first, then me. If only you didn’t sleep with that man, you wouldn’t be here by now.”, “You still love me, don’t you?” I pity you.”, “I want to know the reason why you did that; the truth.”, “You really wish to know? Listen carefully. My real name is Mei Young. Sounds familiar to you, isn’t it? I am the sister of one of your concubines. Mei Xing. You never showed affection to your wife and told Xing you loved her so much. You asked her to give you a son. And when she gives in to you, she finds out that the Empress is pregnant. How dare you play with other people’s feelings? You think you can control everyone around you just because you are the Emperor?

On that day she went to your wife but she did not pushed her on the palace balcony. And you choose to blame her for your wife’s accident. You accused her for something she never did! She died from the suffering you had brought her; shame and heartache. When I had the opportunity to revenge my sister’s death, I grabbed it. First is to be one of your concubines. In that way, I can control you with my own hands. The plan went well until such time you declared your heir’s wedding. I had to change my plans; and started with the prince Royal Advisor Chien. I told Chien to go out the palace ordered by THE PRINCE. He’s so easy. When he went out, that was the moment Zhao is waiting to stab him at the back. What a brilliant plan isn’t it? But wait, that’s not all, I am the one responsible to Fazhu’s death, with my own hands. And lastly, I made your son weaker and weaker every time he drinks the tea prepared before he sleeps. HAHA! I always make sure that it has an elixir that will kill his system and will make him so sick. In that way, if we attacked him, he will be completely useless. We succeed and almost killed him, but during that moment, that in-law of yours is a hindrance to my plans. He stopped drinking my tea and restores his health. He killed my Zhao!”, “You’re impossible!”, “Oh! There’s more. There is another rightful heir to your throne. And that is definitely my dear nephew. Oh yes, my sister died after your child was born. Your son.”, “Where is he? You wicked! You’re not going to get away with this!”, “I think he works as one of your palace guards. Haha! And I am not going to tell you who!”, “And now you’re playing games with me. I don’t have other son rather than my son Jin Ho; my rightful heir. I don’t believe you. You’re a big liar just like your sister,” “Say what you want Chun Ming. One day you will be begging on your knees to me.” then he left.

“If he’s a boy, what should we name him?” Ye Yang asked Jin Ho. “It’s a boy. You’re having a boy. Shi Gao; which means “to be high,” ”I can feel him inside, he’s moving,” Ye Yang took Jin Ho’s hand to feel her tummy. “Yes, he’s moving,” “Wait, you look worried. Is there something wrong?”, “Nothing’s wrong. I’m fine. Keep still, he’s moving again,”

Jin Ho went to see his father. “Father, can we talk?”, “Of course son, what is it you want to talk about?”, “She’s having a boy,” “A boy? Then it’s nice to hear. But why aren’t you seem glad?”, “She’s in no good condition. Her life is at stake.”, Chun Ming tapped Jin Ho’s shoulder, “Son, she’ll able to overcome this. Believe that she can. Take a rest now.” Jin Ho stood up and bowed to his father as a sign of respect in their tradition. “I’ll be heading back to my room, father. And father, keep this conversation between the two of us.”

The next morning, Jin Ho woke up early; he can’t stop thinking on what the doctor told him. “I couldn’t afford to lose her. Not anymore.”

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“Your Highness, Master Ban has arrived,” says one of the palace guards. “Send him to my room.”, Tiu Ban, the Royal family’s trusted fortune teller and match maker. He had foreseen China’s future in Jin Ho’s hands with Ye Yang beside him. “Good day Your Highness, what may I do to serve you?”, “My son and Li Yuan’s daughter is having a child; a boy specifically. Her pregnancy is not quite in a good condition; tell me, is she going to surpass this?” the room was filled with silence, until, “Yes Your Highness, as I can see it, she will. But wait, I see more,” “Tell me what do you see,” “Have you been ill recently your highness? This regards to your condition,” “I had a leg paralysis a few months ago and what do you see,” “Death. A grandson; will push you to your death, and,” “Stop right there, what I heard is enough. You may leave.” Chun Ming was frightened. Tiu Ban left the palace. Chun Ming, still in his room and couldn’t believe what he heard.

“Are you alright? You’re not talking these days, is there something bothering you?”, He stares at her and held her, “I don’t know what will I do if I lose you. My life will be meaningless without you.” He moved closer; closer and closer, then their lips parted.

Chun Ming is really upset; he couldn’t bear laying an inch of finger against his grandson, but he’s frightened, that it was destined that this child will kill him someday. He has to make plans. One afternoon, he called for a discussion, he and his son Jin Ho, and Li Yuan and wife Yin. “What is this all about, Chun Ming?” asked Li Yuan. “About Li Ye Yang’s pregnancy; your daughter is not in a good condition now,” “Father? Aren’t we over this?” Jin Ho exclaimed. “You knew all about this Chun Jin Ho? Why didn’t you tell us, she’s our daughter,” Li Yuan murmured. “I’m waiting for the right time to tell you, but not this way,” “Does she know about this?” Yin added. “No. It will just affect her condition if she knew,” “She has to know, Chun Jin Ho, she has to,” Li Yuan insisted. He stood up and, “My apologies. I will let Li Ye Yang know.”, “If you had to choose between them, would you choose her instead?” Yin cried. “I will choose her to live.”, Jin Ho replied.

Ye Yang is at the patio, enjoying the fresh air and talking to her child. “My son, I can’t wait to see you, and you know what, your mother loves you so much.” Jin Ho heard every word she said, he felt sad.

“What are you doing here alone? It’s cold here, you might get sick,” “I am enjoying the air and I he loves it too, Jin Ho,” she chuckled. “We have to talk,” “You sound different, tell me,” “The doctor told me you are not in a good condition due to your pregnancy, it’s a bit risky and we might be choosing between you and our child,” She was shocked, and hold her tears. “If that’s the case, choose our child,” “No. No, no. I would not allow it, what about me, I need you,” “You, everything you think about is you. He needs chance to live and see the beauty of life, and you’re taking it away from him, I could not believe you’re actually saying that,” “If having a child means losing you, I could have none then,” “Give him a chance, if you let him die, it’s like you killed a part of me,” “I know what’s right. My decision’s final, I won’t argue with you, end of discussion.”

She cried that night, cried hard. “My daughter,” “Mother,” “Don’t cry, you have to understand that Jin Ho decides what’s best for us,” “But it’s my son, our son,” “My child, I am a mother too, a mother of a beautiful lady, you’ve bloomed into a perfect flower, which made him love you too much. Later on, you’ll understand.”, “I love him more than anything else in this world, but soon, I will be a mother too. For the past months I carried him and I endure the pain because I felt happiness I never had before. I guess being a mother means sacrifice.”

Jin Ho and Ye Yang ignored each other after their argument, they didn’t sleep in the same room, didn’t eat together. Jin Ho sits at the patio bench. Li Yuan saw him and approached him. “Can I join you?” Li Yuan asked, “I know how much you love my daughter. But seeing you both like this? You will just end up hurting each other,” “I couldn’t bear seeing her suffering every night. I have sleepless days and I keep on thinking about her. She cried as hard as she can and I could not do anything to ease her pain,” “Make a move; talk to her. Give her strength to go on and make her feel she’s not alone. She needs you,” “I am having a doubt on myself; tell me, am I being selfish? Choosing my wife over my child?” “Sometimes, we decide on what we think right. It doesn’t mean that we only think of ourselves.”

Ye Yang is painting when Jin Ho entered the room and tried to talk to her. “I know I caused you pain Ye Yang, but please try to understand me. I’m afraid to lose you; you are the one who puts color to my darkest world. I just cannot afford to lose you. I am sorry,” “Forgive me too for the things I said, it hurts me more seeing you like that. I am keeping this child; I promise you I can make it.” Then he kissed her forehead and hugged her. “I trust you.”

A week passed, Ye Yang; in her room for hours of delivery. “I am worried, why does it take this long?” Jin Ho exclaimed “That’s the same thing I said when Li Yin gave birth to Ye Yang.” Li Yuan replied. The long wait is over when the doctor called Jin Ho inside the room. “You made it,” “Yes, look at him, he has your nose. He looked like you,” “His eyes. He got your eyes,” The couple burst into happiness.

“Your Highness,” says the palace guard. “You may leave now,” then the palace guard left. “And you’re here again?, What now?”, “I need your help Xiao. I need your help,” “Well, you look frightened, how may I help you my dear?”, “I will release you, in exchange for a favor,” “Tell me,” “Take Jin Ho’s child, go far away, never come back. Live a normal life and I will forget everything you’ve done to my family. Just promise me you’ll never come back and you’ll keep this as our secret.” “Why are you doing this? Wait, let me guess, this is all about you again isn’t it? You never changed. You’re still the old you huh, all you think is about yourself,” “Keep him; give him shelter, food, and love. I am begging you, don’t lay a finger on him,” “I knew this day would come; you’ll be begging on your knees. Alright then, I’ll keep him,” “Come with me.”

Outside the palace, there is a small house, Chun Ming opened the door, “Wait for me here, and don’t you dare to escape,” “I am a woman of my words, I am not like you,” Chun Ming returned at the palace, carried the child, then left. “Here’s my grandson. Do as what we’ve agreed to,”

Chun Ming went back to where he locked Xiao, he stabbed himself with Xiao’s hair comb and it bleed. “Help!” he shouted. The palace guards respond as soon as they can, “She escaped,” “Your Highness, you’re wounded.”

“Father, what are you doing there? You might be killed, and now what, she’s out there again, and what’s next now?.”, “I am just asking her what is her reason for her doing all this.”, “What for father?” On the other room, Ye Yang screamed. Jin Ho hurriedly came to her, “What’s wrong?”, “My baby, my baby. He’s gone. My baby,” Jin Ho alerts the palace guards and soldiers to find Xiao and his child. “Xiao; she escaped.” “No, no, she kidnapped our child and what else can she do? He might be killed,” Ye Yang cried. “Shh, I will do everything to find them. I won’t let her do something to our child.”

Hours later, “Your Highness, there’s no sign of them in and outside the palace. We did our best,” “It’s my son’s life at stake!” He took a deep breath. “Forgive me, I… I just… I’m sorry. You may leave now,” “It’s alright Your Highness. I do understand.”

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To be continued in BOOK TWO...